I loved being pregnant. I felt so alive and fresh. It was such a joy to be used by God as He performed a miracle in my womb. It was amazing and I am still in awe. I felt so close to my daughter during those few months. I miss the weight of her body inside me. The closest I get to this feeling is when Abigail sleeps in the Baby Bjorn on my chest. I feel so close to her and she seems to melt into me. Her breath is steady and her face so peaceful. I treasure these moments.